AzAm 2o11 !!!

(tag dr blog kak fasya jugak!!)  rajin tol die wat tagg.. ahaks..

azam  sayer!!! huh!! >.<"

Nak ripit2 azam tahun lepas leh ker???? (semua mcm leih kurang jer) wahahaha!!!

haaaa.... start counting eberibody!!~

1) nk belajoooo bebetol sebb tahun 3 dah ni~ tahun depan clinical year!!~ yeyy

2)  nk belaja saving~ asik igt mkn jerrr~ huuu mama kate  "kakak tiap tahun balik mkin mcm belon!! mcm  mana nk kawen ni??"

3) haaaa!! kene kontrol mkn!!!~ takleh bedal jer... (mcd kene kurangkan!!)

4) saye  nk tingkatkan kasih sayang saye kat kawan2, kat kakak2 kat abg, (banyak abg ngn kakak ni)

5) nk jadi mahasiswi yg baik!!~

6) nk jadi doctor yg skillful~

PaLInG uLTiMaTe!!!!

NEVER make A Person as my priority!!~ when I was just ONLY AN OPTION for them!!~ hehe~ ^_^

Sebenarnya.. banyk je lagi ni~ tapi kite kene bertindak mengikut arahan!!~ (err) 

takkn nk muat turun semua sini kann~  penuh la page blog ni~ dah la blog ni sedia semak.. 

*kalau boleh nk cari calon suami!!~ (mama jgn ketok ha~)

for the TRUST that's not easily obtained.. 

and yet

 its not easily given.. 

for people who are trying to put their face in their own butt 

masking the original with sort of shit mask..

u shud've known that.. 

how much u are useless and wasting.. 

rather than feel yourself high n full of dignity.. 

u actually have nothing..

and yet actually u have one thing (that better consider u got null)

u have something to be SHAME of.. ^_^

u shud've realized that how much u're naturally LOSER

for the Times that irreversible...

as i carved no forgiveness given..

yet.. its still will be the same.. even after hundred decades passed by..

even if i appeared in other life... my biggest wishes is not to see u.. n still forgiveness is not yours~ 

live in a guilty .. live in the blame... such a great life u've created.. 

by the way.. 

all things happen when u determined of your choices that your life have to be in that way.. 

so u really think that your choice is wise enough?? 

nah.. i have no right to ask.. 

but why don't u give it a think.. instead of adding more shit to your life.. 

as the time goes by...

there nothing for me to be regreted of....

getting rid of u is much2 ease my way... 

who need a pretty liar in their life??? LOL

as the birds flew to the east.. 

I officially thrw u away  with the memories that not much memorable.. 

hehe..

kinda harsh.. (better harsh to someone that shit you.. rather than harsh to yourelf for choosing shit person to be one of the the people in your shimmering life..) 

Mood - irresistible.. and rebellious..

kata2 HIKMAT untuk hari ini!!!

penatttttttttttttttttttttt menungggggggggggggggggggggguuuuuuu~

letihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh berlakon~

uselessssssssssssssss

imposter are dumb n suck.. I F*CK ImPosTer !!

LiaR is EveryWhere..

Truth Is The Hardest TreaSure

Being Sorry  Never been GooD

Last but not Least....

I HATE U 

I Have To Do It even I knoW its WronG!!~

(i have no choices :(( )

HonesTy ReveaLeD !!  yeahh~ ♩♪♫

(dr Sis fasya nyer tag!!!)

[One] Who was your last text from?

si dia .. ♥♥♥

[ Two ] Where was your default picture taken?

pinjam kat pakcik gugel.. seb baik die kasi!~ 

[ Three ] Are you bored with life at times? 

hehe~ never!!~ tak pernah punn bored!!~

[Four ] Your current status?

indefinite!~ 

[ Five ] What is your current mood?

Bese2 je kot... rasa mcm takut!!!~ epi~ (sikitla) geram (no comment)

mcm rojak je ler senang citer

[ Six ] Where do you stay?

kat umah flat... tingakat no 20.. takde lift!!!

~ 

[ Seven ] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

yeah~ i want to be as innocent i used to be while im in my mummy tummy!!~

[Eight ] What's your favorite color/s?

hurm~ banyak ni!! nk kene list semua ka??

purple, pink, biru laut, hitam putih, maroon violet, lavender, silky white.. ahaks~

[ Nine ] Ever had a near death experience?

pernah!!!~ so freaky!~

[ Ten ] Something you do a lot?

chatting n surfing  (kantoi lerr!!~)

[Eleven ] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?

my sis!!!~.. 

[ Twelve ] Name someone with the same birthday as you.

mr sudin. 

[ Thirteen ] If you could have one super power what would it be?

happy!!!~ besh2 hee..

[Fourteen ] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

his toe nails.. (adeh kan dah terbgtau)

[ Fifteen ] Favorite season? 

seasons of breeding and makin' love 

[Sixteen ] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?.

yeah!!! upin ipin!!! ngn teletubbies!! cant help it.. pastu  shin chan!! doraemon!~ totally spies! danny phantom!~ catdog!~ spongebob!~  ngn kacang~

[ Seventeen ] What are you eating or drinking at the moment? 

nothing.. just a cup of hot choc (dah abes pun)

[ Eighteen ] Do you speak any other language?

yeah!! Bi, Arabic,Hindi,

[ Nineteen ] Describe your life in one word.

diamond

[ Twenty ] Do you have any tattoos?

tattoo yg lekat2 tu penah la.. sebb beli chewinggum dapat pree!!~ so pakai jer~

[ Twenty-one ] Who was the last person you hung out with?

my auntie!!~ we had our conversation along with a LOL

 

[Twenty-two ] What are you thinking about right now?

lapa!!! nk mam!! n him~

[ Twenty- three ] What should you be doing?

study!!! final in 10 days time~

[Twenty-four ] Who was the last person that made you sad/angry?

myself~

[ Twenty-five ] What are you listening to?

twilight new moon soundtrack..

[Twenty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?

yeah... if there are sumone i love doin it with me..  ironicaly~

[Twenty-seven ] Who is with you?

angel on my right n left shoulder... the God and the devil (setan le tu)

[ Twenty-eight ] Do you act different around the person you like?

aha~ sumtimes.. involuntary okek!!~

[ Twenty-nine ] What is your natural hair colour?

brownish black..

[Thirty ] Last time you were really happy.

tadi kut... . 

kekalau la kan..

saye leh puto balik masa...

mesti saye nk reject belajar kat sini ... (tapi syukur jer sekrg ni alhamdulillah lagi) 

leh gak rasa duk negra org.. beljar kat sini.. hee best je sebenanya.. saje nk ngader..

bukan ape.. ase jauh dr mama ngn abah la... uwaaaa 

kalau saye saye leh terbang.... nk jer saye saye pegi ke campus terbang2..

pakcik teksi tu asik cekik darah jer.. >.<"

dalam dok kate .. "mayanfash lazimmi genih bas..."

die dukkkkk jugakkk kate "lak.. ana aiz genih kaman.." mengom laa... kang ku siku dia lelaju..

kalau ler kan... saye ade motobot... dah lama saye nek2 besiar kat laut depan flat ni...

haaa tapi sekarang winter.. kang ada yang tak sempat balik beku tetengah laut!~

kalau la kan saye ade banyak fb~

leh saya pasang scandal banykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!~ (opss!! mati saye.. haha Gurau jer semata) setiaaaaa pelis.. (standby nk kene siku lelaju)

setia pada sape yea?? no comment..

kalau ler saye... ade duit banyk2!!! saye nk pi minang sidiaaaaaa... leh tak!!~ terbalik kot pun takpew~ 

kalau la saye ade otak geliga... saya nkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk jadi doctor cecepat~ 4 thun tu lambat agi wew.. huwaa...

kalau ler saye ade utot2 beso ketul2...

saye nk g belasah sape yg suke wat saye sakit hati...

korang yg kat sana sedia okk!! im cumming!! erks.. *coming

Mood : variegated 

after so longggggggggggg... now im back.. rasa lama nya tak manja2 kan.. heee well btw i've been leaving u without any visit.. dah bersawanggggg hehe.. ok la.. now im back... n im trying to put 'sumthing' n keep my life go on with u.. :D ni mukaddimah jer.. hehe sebagai pemanis bibir pembuka bicara .. salam bertemu setelah berpisah... semoga semakin rapat setelah berjumpa.. :D

speechless...

huahuahauhauhauhauhauhau

jgn biarkan rumah tangga anda begini...

hehehe mak2 kucen ni bru lepas g spa...

pastu sun bathing jap bagi bulu tuko kaler.. 

mana tahu leh jadi wane perang mcm shakira ke..

kucen ni pulak baru lepas telan anak ular sawa...

mak ai... agak2 ler... huu mcm bunting pun ade~ 

woii.. aku tak mo mandi la~ 

sob sob sob T_T

alamak~

salah partner ke...

abg.. cantik kan pemandangan dr atas tanki flash tulet ni an... 

alamak~

mcm mana nk kuarkan kepala aku deh~

tersekat pulak..

tehehehehehehe.. hehehehe

ying dan yang~

ala pakcik... jgn la tembak...

ikan kat pasar mahal la... bukan tamo beli~

so terpaksa la... amik sekor jer...

 

asah gigi jap...

ajarla kucen anda cara menggunakn printer sebelum semua di atas ini terjadi~

semoga manusia yg takde otak yg telah menyebabkan seekor kucing yg sempurna pada awal saat kelahiran cacat seumur hidup kerana mencuri seekor ikan...

akan mendapat balasan yg setimpal...

dear diary...

ok..

u know what.. while im writing this pst...

im not at my house...

i wass in asian restaurant nearby

aunty suzi was kind enuf to let me use her ntebook...

heee... so i tke this opportunity posting my entry~

he.. thts all....

im in BAMBOO.. 

Dear diary~

here... today...

these are some reports about me...

okay~

these few days..

my body was not went well..

as the temperature keep goin up and down..

its my body temperature not the weather..

=.="

i couldnt focus on what im doin as dizziness always bothering me...

hanging on my eyes makes them always wanna shut down all the time..

and those dizziness is tones in KG

there like sitting on back make me feel like lying down on my bed for an entire day..

there nothing much i could do..

i hate fever... 

in fact.. u know what..

my hobby is eating~

but then since this FEVERISH devil..

they do steal taste of eating..

 kinda my esophagus are obstructed..

filled with god of mud..

my stomach... 

there kinda sumthing crumpling it...

sumthing movin in it..

ufff... tht is awful

i couldnt see how much my day gonna be more bad..

im nausea all the time...

my rumate..

she kind enuf making us 'masak asam'

i do loved it b4..

but then  last nite..

i just cant make it down to my tummy..

oh~ im sorry~

tht is not because of ur cook are bad....

they are perfect..

i swear

this thing  got sumthing to do with my stomach..

im hungry!!!

but then seem like nothing could reach my taste bud..

i feel like wanna make my stomach empty~

as i did last nite~

such a relief...

how can i get over this...

i really wanna get over this..

its distract my day~

my plan~

my study~

as im so dizzy to movin around~

kinda my esophageal sphincter loosen

my stomach content movin up every single second..

uff~

Mama.. help me~

huu~ 

really need a break~

Dear diary....

Hurm...

nothin to babbling about so much today...

it just kinda confusion strike my head..

few times..

what kind of confusion??

i dnt know either..

everything tht i want to do.. 

everything that i've planned to do..

seems like everything goes wrong..

i dnt know if i do make a mistake...

without realize it..

this confusion really obstructed me...

there no such way to make me feel relief...

out from this boredom...

out from this confusion..

goods and bads..

i almost cant differentiate between both of them..

just like i said..

everything seems to go wrong..

in fact everything is wrong..

technically..

i try to put my focus on what i should put it on..

but then..

i just cant...

kinda my heart says sumthing else which i dnt know what it exactly is...

hurm this kind of feeling really miserable..

but then my heart just so not over it...

~sigh~

nak dengar satu cerita tak??

cerita nyer...

is about a girl...

as a whole.... she's kinda quiet girl..

keeping everything within her...

nobody knows...

even her mom..

never able to figure her out..

she's a girl..

who believe in love n faith so much..

she's a girl..

who also believe that..

one's hard effort always will be rewarded..

just in the matter of time...

so...

she keep put her hard effort...

in doin every single things...

in every single aspects...

she hurts a lot...

but then she never care...

in fact..

she never give a damn about the pain she suffered..

her heart.. frequently..

bleed.. 

she had scars everywhere in her heart...

cuts is everywhere... 

but then..

she never care....

she keep moving on....

instead of cure the wound...

her blood dripping...

along the path she has been pass through...

leaving a spot...

a paint of memory...

in every single spot of clot

there are full of memories...

that have been created within time...

before the clot left there unwanted...

baru2 ni..

she's having a crush on a boy...

as i told u..

she's quiet girl tht kept everything inside her..

and she never ever thinks to put her crush on the reality...

she afraid of losing...

she afraid.of rejection...

these things really freak her out...

but then

luckily...

after sometimes she started to realize...

when that boy start to show some signs..

that they are actually share the same feelings...

but then still...

she's scared...

as well as tht boy...

it kinda unsure feeling bound our heart tightly..

both of them...

trying hardly...

to make each other understood..

whats goes around inside their little heart...

giving out signs... symptoms.... signboard... :D

everything.. to show what they feel...

time passed..

now everything is settled..

settle like...

ermm

(paham2 sendiri la k..)

so...

whats she believe in ...

was really worthy..

love... faith... and effort...

end with a very mirth ending...

p/s

believe in what ur heart want to..

u will never regretted it..

Dear diary~

 Salam..

rasanya dah lama tak post...

kebelakangan ni agak bz...

dengan exam lagi dengan asaimen yg menimbun...

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

pastu dah elok2 lepas exam...

demam pulak menyerang....

just out of sudden...

huuu...

=.="

ni pun dah kebah sikit sebb ade mkn ubat

FLUREST nama die 

sedatives giler siot~

tapi best...

lalok jer~

heeee mcm drugs addict pun ade...

mata asik nk pejam jer...

tido je sepanjang hari~

tapi tak leh la mcm tu satu hari...

banyak keje nk kene settle...

lots to study...

lots to revise..

huuu

next month dah nk strt final...

so kene strt dr awal kalo tak nnti.. sakit badan ooo...

mati den..

penat giler~

badan rase tak bermaya jer..

T_T

if my mom was here...

i will never be suffering like this...

MAMA!!!

kakak needs u...

seriously~

P/s :

Rindu mama sebenarnyer~

HOMESICK IS COMING!!!!!

=.="

romantik nyer~

Selalu an...kalu org tengah bercinta ni kan...

dewang asik nk berkepit ja....

kehulu hilir..

atas bawah..

takut sgt sgt terlepas...

mcm2 madah kuar nk menunjukkan keromeoaan dan kejulietan mereka2 ni....

"lautan api sanggup ku readahi la"

lautan neraka sanggup ke???

bahang pun dah boleh lebur kan kulit ni pulak nk berenang

tak leh pakai la... tak realistik lansung..

"langit ketujuh sanggup ku daki"

aku rasa sebelum sampai lagit pertama dah kene panah petir..

yo la sekrg dengar kate kat malaysia tengkujuh da~

dah tak kesampaian... cian~

si awek yg kat bawah dah dok melilau cari ganti..

padan muko..

tula pokok banyk.. langit jugok ekau nk g manjat~

pengembaraaan ke langit ke -7

mcm dalam titanic tu pulak...

 "u jump i jump"

kalo den takdo nya u jump i jump...

kalo aku la...

bila u jump i say bubye...

tamo eh dok jump.... patoh kaki sapo mau jawab...

ni baru sehidup semati~ jumpe toghede - ghede..

lembu tu takut kene sembelih tu yg tuko habitat masuk laut~ hik~

leh lumba berenang ngn dolpin tu..

ado yg sampai nk nuko diri jadi mende lain... ape hal~

contohnya mcm ni...

'kalo u jadi mangkuk jamban.. i akan jadi berus nya...so i akan jaga n cuci u tiap hari..."

mak aih..giler sehidup mati la katakan.. 

eeeii... tak mucuk ke~

agak2 la... sampai nk jadi berus tu.. haiyo.. kalo aku.. aku kate jek mcm ni..

"kalo u jadi mangkuk jamban~ i akan jadi org yg berak kat mangkuk u tu...regular lagi~"

hik!

tu ke rupa u bila u jadi mangkuk jamban?? 

ade yg sampai nk suruh belah dada...

nk bukti kebenaran la kunun...

"amik la kapak~ belah dada i.. u akan nampak nama u.."

perhhh jiwang siot.

baik aku amik kapak gi tetak ayam...

leh wat goreng mkn pon sodap..

ni kalo i tetak u.. tak pasal masuk otel besi...

kes naya~

sedap ni....  fillet DADA ayam~

ade yang kate...

"kan ku petik bintang2 dilangit kan kuhadiahkan untukmu~"

perhhh... nk petik bintang ke???

waaa leh la lekat kat bilik..

bajet jer... petik bintang di langit ke... petik bintang di kedai...

takat beli bintang berkelip tu,,

den pun boleh beli... cakp jek kat kedai tu..

"kak.. glow in the dark star sepeket~"

abes citer~

lagi pun.. nk g petik binting tu tinggi.. and bintang tu pulak.. ade waktu mlm jer... 

malam kan gelap...

kang nnti... nk g petik bintang terpetik mende lain lak..

tak pon arwah sebelum sempat sampai angkasa...

sebab ape??

kene langgor air asia..

hik!



mampu tgk jek la...

haiss...

macm2~

ape pun believe me..

bg aku la

ade beberape jenis cinta jer yg kekal abadi..

1. cinta kepada Maha Pencipta 

2. cinta pada raasul malaikat dan kitab (alquran nur karim)

2. cinta kepada ibu ayah dan keluarga.

3. cinta kepada ilmu 

dan nombor empat ni cinta yg aku rasa boleh kekal abadi..insyaAllah~

 4. cinta antara suami soleh dan isteri solehah.. akan tembus sampai pintu  syurga..



hee..

insyaAllah~

hik~ dengan itu 

wassalm~