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To Let Go


                                   tear drops falling


To let Go...Doesn't mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
It's not to cut myself off,
It's the realization that I can't control another.


To Let Go....Is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
Is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.


To Let Go....Is not to try to change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
Is not to care for,
but to care about.


To let Go....Is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
Is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.


To let Go....Is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome,
but to allow others to effect their own outcomes.
Is not to be protective,
it is to permit another to face reality.


To Let Go....Is not to deny, but to accept.
Is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own
shortcomings and to correct them.


To Let Go....Is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes,
and to cherish the moment.
Is not to criticize or regulate anyone,
but to try to become whatever dream I can be.


To Let Go....Is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
Is to fear less and to love more.

And I do "LOVE YOU"
So I will..."LET YOU GO"...

hurm...

I'am
Just
A
Normal
Person
With
a
Heart

Take 
My 
Heart
Take 
Me 
Away..

Because..
I'am
Nothing 
Without
It




to sumone...


special dedicated to sumone...
it just...
im afraid to tell u how much i care 
because its cost my whole life once u went away..

Carbon Monoxide

Hari InI 17 January 2011...
sekali lagi.. aku telah kehilangan seorang rakan...
rakan seperjuangan... 
dah kembali ke rahmatullah.. lebeh kurang jam 9 - 10 pagi waktu mesir..
carbon monoxide poisoning...

some info about tht... :

mana korang leh jumpe karbon monoksida ni????

ASAP ROKOK!!! (paling utama)
asap kete..
tong gas~

Mcm Mana Korang Leh 'Gone'

Once u All sedut that carbon monoxide... they will compete with ur oxugen in blood.. and replace ur oxygen..
this kind of gas akan increase affinity of ur RBC (red blood cell) ... bila affinity increase there will be no release of oxygen kat ur body tissue..
so~ bila badan tak dapat oksigen cukup.. u all akan pengsan .. sebb sel otak n neuron mati..
bila korang mcm dok sedut dia dalam tepoh masa yg lama... semuaaaaa darah korang dah kene replace dengan kaben monoksida ni... korang akan go to the langit 7 la.. huuu 

FAKTA

suku dr darah semua perokok tegar kan!~ dah direplace by this karbon monoksida... so anda jgn la sangka anda sihat ok??

U ThinK U KNow URseLF WeLL??

as the Love passed by...
a heart is now undefinable...
what it has what it has lost..
now an indefinite step taken 
to bring it nowhere it used to be..
as the confusions always keep running after it..
as night seems to be all black and dull....
theres no way a light from an old oil lamp could ever make it vivid
as day never been so bright...
even the sun can't make u see what u can't see...
as glistering dew falling onto green forest .. 
while the shine of the sun slowly approach the sky..
chase away the horizon of dawn
 what every sapiens wish to have and wish to lost..
there is phrases...
and there are feelings...
that everybody could never  realized...
why should we wish for something that we never ever wanted..
some might says... god knows better what the best for u..
some might says... the things that we always push away.. 
is actually what we need the most...
but what i'am saying??
i shall say... if u knew yourself.. u wont have to spit those kind of words..
as those man of letters put such meaning in their words...
just to make it alive as it  was just a dream...
a dreams that u can only think when time passed by..
a dreams that u able to let go.. when u got another 
somehow after it make u tired some.. u surely will left it behind
so .. it just a words..
the words of a Adam to Eve...
the words of a mother to a child...
is what we should have put  into our bowl of thoughts..
sweet talker are damned...
believers are dumbs...
don't u ever think the best way is to dump those stupidness ..
stalker is bushes..
once u cut it off.. don't u ever forget to watch over it.. it might grow again and over again.. 
and u might not realized when u are actually trapped.
bustard never claim... as they have thoughts of bloody eminence of themselves..
what u shall call yourself then?
have you ever give it a think??
are you noble enough to be in such white plain satin...??or you just realizing that how you are after reading this...??

Being a Naive is Better Than Being A Rotten Meat In a Can Because At Least we've Been OurSelf  Rather Than Hiding in SucH Opaque Can AND Let UrSelf Rot... PeopLe Will  Just Throw U Away When They FinaLLy Found That U Do NO GOOD


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Tag (panjang nk mati) patah tengkuk!~

Tag dr Blog KaK Sya LAGIIIII!!!!
16 tentang saya???  

SATU
- Mase skolah rendah dlu slalu je dpt num 19 dlm kelas. Tp biler masok skolah menengah... number 20 pun susah nk dapat... asik 30 jerk yg dtg~ T_T

DUA
- 3 nama samar samaran
Kak Mia' (ayin panggil) 
idya_nana ( nickname caye kat irc ) 
myra aizawa ( dkt fb ) 
Mira ( kenkawan selalu panggil )

TIGA
5 TARIKH PALING PENTING
- 14 may   = Besday ma ak
- 10 may   = Besday abah ak
- 28 feb    = Besday ILa
- 28 ogos  = Besday ayin
- 26 oct   = Besday ipan

EMPAT
5 PERKARA YG ANDA WAT SEMALAM
- meroyan, study, makan ubat, main2, layan tenet

LIMA
5 PERKARA YG WAT ANDA GEMBIRA
biler tgk org yg sy sayang epi...
biler elaun masok awal skit...
Bila tade kuliah~~~
 bila saye jumPe sidia (taktau la bila nk jumpe... tade pun)
 biler public holiday.. leh ngurat!!~

ENAM
5 HOBI ANDA
- Membace Novel
- Tenet (chaTTing n surfing)
- lepak2 ngn mami n untie2 kesayangan~
- Lepak tepi pantai...
- Masak!! doctor2 pun masak kene pandai ok~
bak kate org.. one way to his heart is through his stomach~

TUJUUH
5 TEMPAT PERCUTIAN ANDA
- Malaysia!! ( balik setiap tahun 2 bulan jerp!! 
- venice!! n rome..
- andalusia~
- rumah tok!!! dok kat sawah~
- private island.. 

LAPAN
5 SEBAB JAWAB TAG NI-
-sebb sis suruh!!!
-sebb sis suruh!!!
-sebb sis suruh!!!
-sebb sis suruh!!!
-sebb sis suruh!!!


SEMBILAN
7 THINGS BOUT U
- pempuan
- 21 tahun
- bujang
- kedah
- ske nanes
- ske tdo n selalu terlajak~
- ske makan n taleh stop mkn

SEPULUH
ORANG YG PALING SAYANG
-KeLuaRga........ yg jauh dimata~

SEBELAS
MENDE SAYA PALING SUKA BUAT
- dok depan lappy!

2 BELAS
MENDE YANG PALING BUAT ANDA BOSAN
- menunggu

3 BELAS
IF G KEPCI & MCD APE YG SAYE SUKE MKAN DAN SEBAB
- mekdi... sy ske fries. 
kepci... Hot spicy Chicken

4 BELAS
PALING MNAT SEJARAH???
- haaaa tatau ler... no komen~

5 BELAS
BAGI SATU TEKA TEKI NGAN JAWAPAN SEKALI YANG LUCU DAN MISTERI
Berok ape yg tak cumil!! n ske wat org marah!!!

( BEROKBAND) gRRrrrrRRRrrr

6 BELAS
RUMAH YANG PALING ANDA IDAMKAN
-rumah yg dekat ngn tempat keje tapi tak buat saye sakit paler... 
pastu backyard dia mesti la ala2 garden yg best.. ade kolam ke.. kebun ke.. leh release2 tension~
dalam rumah tu kene ade org yg saye syg!!~
kalau boleh nk rumah dekat ngn laut~

(dinasihatkan~ jgn wat oke tag ni~ patah tengkuk!~)

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AnaK2 ShaYer!!~

Ni PesTime nk Kenal2 kan Anak2 ShaYer kaT Mr.DiAry chaye...

haaaaa

SediKit mukaddimah la kan~

abg .. or nama asal die Snow...
umo die sekrg dah hampir 3 bulan.... eh~
dah 3 bulan dah punn~ hehe..
jap2 nk letak pic!~

ni la abggg~ cumel tak?? 

anak sulong ok~
abg ni selalu sakit.. dnt why..
rasanya dia la  paling aku jaga sekali.. 
mkn dia ni agak memilih..
takmo maknan yg sama selama 3 ari..
kene tukau~
ikan paso tamo lak tu
hadoi~
die nk yg dalam tin tu..
sardin pun tape..
aritu..
die lompat lagu mana la tak tau..
sekali silpa landing kot.. dah terkehel kaki die.

tengah duk bandage tu pun die leh lompat2.. activee oo dia ni~

..
(ni masa die tido.. die mmg suke tido gini~)

gelabah nyer pasal.. mlm tu jugakkk
i kol doc vet dtg umah...
emergency u know,,
seb baik!!!
kene 50 pound jek.. 
time kacih tuan doctor!!

pastu..
die kene Intestinal Inflammatory syndrom!!
awal2 tu.. die cirit..
igt salah mkn ape ke..
doc dtg umah jugak.. bg ubat..
tapi tak jalan..
huu
rupenyer sakit lain..
lepas bg dia orazone (costocosteroids)
n flagyl (intestinal antiseptic)
baru la die ok~
keraih dah taik die...
Happy giler!!! anak shaye dah tak sakit!!

NoW TuRn AdIk lak...

Ni La adik.. die mmg suke tido gini~



ok brief pasal adik kan..
die ni manjeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
kalau org tak kenal pegang!!
beware ok!!~ cakaran maut menanti~
jgn dekatkkn muka anda..
tapi die sgt2 tak suke kat orang.. die nk aku jer..
hehe..
kalau aku pegang die an.. die duk diam jer..
satu jer tabiat die yg aku kureng gemor...
bila masa aku tidoq dia suka mai dok gesek2 kat rambut...
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa mama need beautiful sleep la cyg~
huuu tapi kenkadang aku tolak2 jgak die.
tapi dia mai balik~ T_T
tapi cyg sgt2 kat dia..
umoq dia sekrg ade la kat 2 bulan..
tecik lagi anak bongsu mama ni~ hee



p/s ; to both of u~ mama syg korang sgt!!~





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