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Dear Mr.Diary.....

Its been a long time ago since i write in you...
At first i was busy with my exam.. so i 've got to leave you for a moment with thought 
that we will meet again after a month..
Things come and goes uncertainly...
As fast as a blink of eyes.. i almost finished with my final exam...
Too many of that i wanna tell you.. the tears.. the tense.. n the funniest thing about all i've been goin thru..
As i said... thing s come n goes uncertainly... and everything become upside down..
 a very unfortunate of me... stuck in this life threatening situation..
We all Malaysian student in here.. (Alexandria,Egypt) was ordered to be in home.. 18 hours starting from
 1 pm till 8 am in the morning.
The curfew was launched because there was a big riot held in capital of Egypt, Cairo.. and in the center of Alexandria the place where i'm living..
For the time being... we are all safe except an unfortunate girl who was raped n robbed.. in a place call Mandarah  nearby my city.. well we not sure whether that is true or just a rumors..
By the way... there a lot of news i heard from Malaysia... about the evacuation~ is it true???
I was afraid of hoping they will evacuates us.. its kinda freaking nightmare that i was stuck in this situation..
I really hope they will make it out.... living here now become so much unbearable.. i;m sure u will never want to experience this kind of life.. its like living in world war 2 era.. 
soldier is everywhere giving u such a freaky stare... 
As i walked by the street...  broken glass is everywhere.. police depot was burnt down to ash.. all the government properties are destroyed.. it was like hell fall down here.. 
First day of riot..  there were thousands of resident joining and show the rebellious toward the government... 
Few was killed... and injured.. noisy sound of a outburst voice of the resident breaking the quiet space of the Egypt atmosphere..  violence is everywhere..  tanks was here and there.. the army was scattered all over.. trying to solve n put the situation under control... guess shooting incident happen and worsen the worst  riot..
we all the malaysian student was not excluded from the consequences..  food supply was like stopped.. also the telephone line was terminated for 24 hours on the first day of riot.. restore  in the second day.. it just the internet just restored today evening.. :D thank god.. i miss my mom... my dad my family~ n i miss him... so much.. i can endure this thing for any longer... 
the bad news about me... i have to send my kids (abg & adik) to someone else that can take care of them.. huuu wat a sad farewell.. n of course i'll try my best to not let this farewell became a forever goodbye... i love them more then i love myself.. but for the time being.. i just have to put this thing in that way... huuuu..
to much writing.. so guess better stop here  and i'll continue if there any updates about me soon.. insyaAllah as long as as the connection is not terminated again..