tears hard to be understood

it was pretty a long time..

Since the sun shine ever brighten my sky

its been along time too till i realized that i was gasping..

it was too dull... it was too gloomy 

seems likely the earth of mine was blew up by huge tornado..

nothing seems to be the way it was..

the moonlight fading away... 

bringing together creeping step of love dust..

slowly passing through out decades of times..

its hard to stand..  and falling is hurt..

I've been wishing for a reason... to be elaborated..

I've been waiting for a truth to be revealed..

and yet.. wish is just a wish..

and waiting is worthless

uncompensated..

this pieces of heart of mine hurting over again

turning over to the other leaf seem to be the most impossible thing to be done..

as wind whisper... and the birds chirping literally calm my mind..

bayou of the medi oceans... and the shadow of the darkness revealing the most wonderful part of universe secret..

the realm ain't cruel..  solitaire was a nearest souls diving deep into the sea of life ...

once as it trying to bring up the truth..
but sometimes what we saw is not what actually it was..

as its still blurry till u ....

revealing ain't an easy process...

revealing ain't  something that really can make u smile... mostly..

there's no end of life enthusiasm 
there's no border for howling sadness..

souls and life is torturing when u deviate form its path...

life never been so wonderful and yet it never been so easy..

at the very last of all this sigh...
reverting..